Since my family and I moved out from our hometown, I also entered a new school. Everything was new and I feel like an outsider at the very first week of school. But as an Actual Goddess, I remained positive at all times and always hoped that one day I wake up, I already have friends to talk to.
Indeed, hoping is not impossible. Without even realizing it, I already have a group of friends and my relationship with my other classmates improved. Although I’m a bit out of place with other schoolmates, still I won’t even stop hoping that sooner, I’ll be able to talk with them casually too.
But anyways, life lately wasn’t hard at me at all. I’ve created new friends and a close relationship with them despite the fact that I’m a transferee. Thankfully, I have captured few photos to share since this is really worth the keeps.
This unexpected photo shoot happened right after our Confirmation Seminar. We had a project to make but eventually, this happened.
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다 괜찮을 거라 되뇌어 봐도 ( I try telling myself that I’ll be alright )
내 하루에 끝엔 또 너로 남아 (But at the end of the day, it’s you again )
– Yook Sung Jae, Missing You
NOVEMBER 2017 PLAYLIST
Gashina by Sunmi
Crazy Sexy Cool by Astro
Peek-a-boo by Red Velvet
Missing you by BTOB
Black Suit by Super Junior
Beautiful by Wannaone
DDD by EXID
Eyes Nose Lips by Taeyang
Run by Astro
Note: All those songs are all in Korean Languange.
Eversince the world has began, life has always been cruel. It doesn’t give you want you wanted all the time.
Sometimes, you have to patiently wait for the perfect timing or accept the fact that it wouldn’t go the way you wanted it to.
The past week, I realized another life lesson. Another life lesson that I would surely bring with me throughout my life.
As students, we always have that mindset to ace in our classes and to fight for that top place.
I, myself have that kind of mindset. I never really dreamt of being in top of our class. I have long accepted that I will probably never deserve that place.
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It’s been months since I last blogged! I’ve totally missed the feeling of writing in this blog since I’ve got not time because of the busy hectic schedule of school. I’m still in the 8th grade but we already have a busy schedule 😦 (what a sad life indeed)
Anyway, I know it’s weird because it’s already Saturday evening but I’m doing a “Friday’s 10 Happy Things” post but who cares? I’ve missed blogging so much and I think this week was a full blast for me so I have a lot of things to
talk or write probably.
- I was able to finish all my exams properly. Well, as a student, all I wanted to do is to be able to answer all my test whether it is difficult or not.
- I am finally back from my k-drama hiatus ever since I watched “Bride of the Water God”. So expect more k-drama reviews in the next few weeks.
- So my k-pop group decided to go for a comeback next month and they are already releasing concept images this week! >3
- I am totally happy to be able to have time in blogging again. I surely missed the feeling of blogging.
- Another thing that I am happy for this week is that, I made a home made bingsu. If you are wondering what it is, well bingsu is a korean food which means ‘shaved ice’ in english.
- I finally went inside a Korean-inspired shop in our place! I wasn’t able to visit it not until last Wednesday!
- I have finally improved my editing skills! Not a big deal, I know. But for me it is.
- I created a new hobby of mine which is outlining! I don’t know how to draw but outlining is a thing to help me improve my drawing skills.
- My ate was so kind to me that she helped me choose a drama to welcome me back from my hiatus. 🙂
- Lastly, the semestral break is near! More dramas to watch and more blog post to post! 🙂
And that sums up all my week!
These past few days, I created another hobby of mine. To be honest, I hated poetry in the beginning. I wasn’t fond of making poems. I only write poems whenever it is needed as a homework. I’m too tired to list all possible rhyming words.
Well who knows things could change so fast. I just found myself sitting on the floor and in front of me was our glass table with the ball pen in my hand and with a piece of paper and I started writing crappy poems.
The poems that I wrote is not really good. They are crappy and make no sense. But I still wanted to share it you guys. I have written around four to five poems and they literally are crappy.
I don’t care if they are crappy as long as I can release my thought and arrange them the way I wanted it to be.
Yeah, I’ve made another long introduction about it but here are two of my poems. (I honestly don’t how to name my poems)
somethings are just not meant to be
just like you and me
we may have loved each other before
you and I just doesn’t deserve a forever
you can find someone else and I can too
I just want you to know you were part of me
you really do.
you don’t have to be a martyr
just to prove you love him
you don’t have to accept all the pain he inflicted
just to prove how strong your love is
sometimes, you just have to leave
You’re no saint, I know
You can forgive but not at all times.
leave when you cannot stay
Your just a human anyway.
So that was it! Crappy, I know. The names were also weak. I don’t know how to title a poem! I’m gonna learn anyway. The poems you’ve just read are all mine. PLAGIARISM IS A CRIME! Put credits if you’re gonna share my poems. 🙂
Title: Until He Was Gone
Author: Jonaxx (Jonah Pacala)
Genre: Teen Fiction
*Self published but still available on wattpad*
Si Klare Montefalco ay ipinanganak sa isang kilala at marangyang pamilya. Everything is perfect. Mahal siya ng pamilya niya at mahal din niya ang mga ito. Her life is simple. No drama, no sweat, no nonesense.
Nang tumibok ang puso niya, doon niya napagtanto na ang bawat pader na inakala niya’y matibay ay matitibag din. But Klare’s fierce, she wouldn’t let that happen. No. She would risk her heart for her comfort zone, her home, her everything.
Ngunit sa pagkawala ng pag-ibig niya, doon din ba niya mapagtatanto kung anong nawala sa kanya? Is she ready to fight for it now? Now that he’s gone? (credits to: Jonaxx)
Honestly, I’m a fan of Jonaxx on wattpaad and that is not the first story that I’ve read from her.
I am very doubtful whether I will read it or not. But I ended up reading it.
Curiosity will really kill the cat!
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In our era right now, we are very judgemental and we always compare ourselves to different persons. We always ask ourselves the differences that we had from a person. We always take a look at our differences and that is seriously one of the reason why our insecurities are made.
As a teen, I always relate to somethings when talking about insecurities. I have a lot especially when we are talking about physical appearances. Physical appearances are one big reason why we are judge by our friends or co-teens.
One way that I always do when my trail of thoughts brought me to my self appearance is to always think that my differences Read More »